Posted by Partlycloudy on December 19, 2008, at 9:54:21
I haven't stopped crying for 3 days. Guess the antidepressant is not working. Sleep quality has been getting worse, not better (down to about 4 hours with taking Ambien CR and 2 Klonopin). Anxiety is 24 hours.
And then this thing with me falling on my face, losing a tooth, giving myself a black eye, and getting carpet burn to boot. All because I was triggered by something really inappropriate my chiropractor said to me earlier this week.
It's official - I'm a huge mess.
I see the pdoc Monday. My T is seeing me at 4 this afternoon. I'll be the one wearing the big Jackie O sunglasses in the waiting room (this after my husband took one look at me this morning and said, "um, maybe you shouldn't go out today"). What a honeybunch.
Where is the fast forward button to all this? Not loving what is right now. Have had a lot of negative self talk going on, and I totally believe every word of it. It's all true.
I wish I could take a nap, but my face hurts too much.
What a whiner.
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