Posted by Annierose on December 16, 2008, at 21:33:34
In reply to Re: Walked out in the middle...AnnieRose » DAisym, posted by rskontos on December 16, 2008, at 15:03:39
I had another session this afternoon. Anger seeped in the room (mine). Immediately she asked where I was at with my feelings. She agreed that it wasn't about politics. Near the end of today's session, she apologized that I got so upset. Of course she saw things differently than me. She said she pressed on "being more open to different views" because she didn't hear me tell her that this is the couple I had previously asked to stop sending me hateful e-mails ... as if that would make a difference.
I lay down during my sessions. It was hard to do at first, but now I've grown accustomed to having my own space (closing my eyes, not having to make eye contact with my t, etc). Anyway, she thinks it would be a good time to start sitting again .. that I miss visual clues that she does like me, that she is on my side, so to speak.
I'll think about it.
Thanks to everyone for your support. It was so helpful to me. Each and everyone of you!!! You are the best!
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