Posted by B2chica on December 9, 2008, at 9:21:08
jack@ss. my DH goes and does something so great that i remembered why i love him.
ok, i've been wanting to have another baby for about a year now, and my DH has gone back and forth. he finally agreed but wouldnt 'act' accordingly. then he 'acted' but then we got in a fight and he 'took it back'.
Then he was back on board but i didn't want to wait forever since i'm...well old. so i went to OB and she wanted me on clomid HOWEVER i was JUST at the right time so she said to "fill the Rx and start tomorrow" which was last friday.
However, anyone trying to get prego knows that clomid has a 5-10% chance of having twins.i KNOW DH would never be up for THAT and i was afraid to tell him, cuz he didn't even want me on them (he wants to take his time...no hurry for him)but i'm so irregular i only have a few times a year i can get p. anyway.
so i asked a few people what they would do...Everyone said don't tell him.
T was worried about that decision. she didnt judge and understood once i explained to her why i didn't want to.ANYWAY, it's been kinda freakin me out lately too and i NEED someone to talk to about it. plus
i kept thinking over and over.
if i didn't tell him, and we got twins he would KNOW about it then and though i could live with him resenting me, i COULD NOT live with him resenting the children. even if it's what i wanted.
Im not thrilled about the idea of twins but i'm in LOVe with the idea of having three kids. (i have one now).
so mixed feelings**********
ANYWAY, so i've been HARD praying everyday and night since i started the clomid and yesterday i decided i would tell him after i went to church.
well, i prayed for the right words and that i totally trusted GOD no matter what we were blessed with and i practiced and practiced what i was going to say.
when i went home i just started to blurt it out unlike ANYTHING i had planned.
somehow God put the right words in my mouth.
we kinda joked about it after i told him.
he never really said anything about it. except his first reaction (OMG!)
then he went to the store to get milk.
and i dont know what happened at that store but when he came back he was happy and lovey.
and last night we made love. i even told him if he didn't want to come near me for the next month i'd understand (or do so protected)
but no. HE took the initiative and initiated sex AND he initiated no protection...So that means he must be OK with the risk of twins!
WTF!!!
just when i don't think he could be a bigger jerk he pulls a 180 and does this!!here's to great (and sometimes confusing) surprises.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:867691
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20081205/msgs/867691.html