Posted by LadyBug on December 9, 2008, at 8:22:33
In reply to How it went~~~o:), posted by LadyBug on December 8, 2008, at 22:01:11
To EVERYONE:
Thank you to all of you that have replied! It means the world to me.
Last night as I was wanting to go to bed early, that didn't happen. My daughter called me on her way home from a late night final and asked me what I was doing. Of course, I was lying in my bed thinking of calling it a night. She offered to bring me something to eat as the only thing I had yesterday was toast for breakfast and cheese and crackers for lunch. I had a case of heart burn on my way home from my session, so I didn't feel like eating at all so I didn't. I tried to go to bed at 10:30. I lay there and thought about everything do to with my T. Finally about midnight I started crying my eyes out. I couldn't stop. I thought I'd be up the whole night crying. I wanted to call and leave her a voice mail and tell her how hard this is. I wanted to write her a letter and tell her how I was feeling. I had a hard time but finally got to sleep about 1:00. My alarm went off at 5:15, and here I am at work today.
I am feeling better than I was but I'm sure I'm going to have my moments of crying and sadness.I will write more later when I have a min. I have so much more I want to share. Some really cool things that happened.
Thanks so much to all of you!! I would never make it if I didn't have somewhere to come and share what I'm going through. I don't want to share this with anyone IRL. My kids are aware but only that I won't be seeing her anymore due to retirement.
Oh, I'm glad I like my job. It will help me get through. I wish it wasn't the holidays, it makes it so hard.
I want to reach out and give you all a big cyber hug.
(((((((BABBLE FRIENDS)))))))
LadyBug
poster:LadyBug
thread:867628
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