Posted by cobalt on November 28, 2008, at 9:42:38
In reply to Re: My therapist was not there when I showed up » Cobalt, posted by Dinah on November 27, 2008, at 20:14:09
Hi Dinah and Muffled. Thanks for responding. I feel so small and pathetic. I don't want to go back. I've never really felt this way before. Why am I doing this if it only makes me feel dependent? She did send me an email this morning, but it was so businesslike and "I'm sorry if.." I feel really abandoned and angry. I really don't want to go back. I almost never ever contact her outside of my appointments. I really try not to be "needy." I really dread going back there. I dread the trip, the walk up the subway steps. It was cold the other night when I went there and she wasn't there, and I feel like, dammit, I don't want to walk in the cold again. I feel like crap. But thanks for being there.
> Maybe she's away for the holiday and hasn't checked her messages? Hopefully she's called you by now.
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> I suppose it's possible that she thought she told you even though she didn't actually? It sounds like something my therapist might do.
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> It is disconcerting when that sort of thing happens.
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