Posted by muffled on October 29, 2008, at 15:25:07
messed up neural pathways
apparently they can be somewhat repaired
i would call dissoc disorder, confusion disorder, MUCH confusion
but much hope
for me, confusion lessens
its a long road to learn to 'listen' to whats going on inside
little things
build up to big things
try and nip stuff in the bud
talk to them in a way they can understand
know you are not insane
that you have managed this long, you will continue to manage
the holy grail of letting the others be 'heard'. I thinks thats silly.
Its all so insane, how can it be?
There is only 1 body.
History is linear, time is.
Confusion disorder.
Its so sad that what I thot was my reality is not so.
Someone hurt a kid.
Everything points this way.
One within was hurt.
Holds it alone.
Screaming.
Confusion.
However.
I have hope.
Maybe one day she will stop screaming and not be alone no more.
I sad.
But i got hope.
I got faith.
I go on.
poster:muffled
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