Posted by obsidian on October 28, 2008, at 22:24:28
In reply to Good luck! Hope all goes well (((((Sid)))) (nm) » obsidian, posted by lucie lu on October 27, 2008, at 10:32:51
Things are much better
It seems that somehow I "forget" that I am cared about
and I don't mean to say that I shouldn't feel annoyed by the situation, he said it was certainly reasonable
I mean that he just disappears, goes poof!
it's just that when I feel angry/hurt it also means that I expect somehow on an emotional level that my T just hates me and he has been storing up all this secret contempt for me just for this occasion
it was just such a relief to talk to him and know that it's ok
and I was able to talk about how hard some things are for me to think/talk about right now
I have been starting to think that a lot of things are going to fall apart right now
I'm afraid that a lot of things are not really reliable right now. It's nice to know that I can count on him.
it turns out that he had 2 emergencies in fact, one that kept the next person waiting for 40 minutes
geez, he's got some high maintenance folks to deal with, myself included ;-)
for the moment I feel much better just knowing that I can call if I need to
it was really nice to be responded to
thank goodness
poster:obsidian
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