Posted by muffled on October 14, 2008, at 22:42:52
In reply to Re: I don't understand. » muffled, posted by Kath on October 14, 2008, at 20:28:05
Nadeza-thank you. I just get kinda freaked that I say stupid things sometimes. That I get...I dunno, but I don't like how I am sometimes. I want to be always nice and saying correct helpful things. There's so much badness and hurt out there in the world. I just wish I could help even a bit, then I get carried away and say dumb things. I would hate to ever be the cause of hurt. Also, I just get sorta sucked in and want to have EVERYONE feel included, and want to post to all hurting folks, and I have to THINK B4 I post so its (hopefully) a reasonably useful and hopefully supportive post.....this all takes time. Then I fear that if I post to one person, and not another, they will be hurt I didn't post to their thread.
THEN I worry cuz I get peoples stuff mixed up, and can't remember wassup w/who, and I worry they will think its cuz they don't matter that I don't remember, but its NOT that, its just I got a bad memory, of COURSE they matter. Each and everyone of us here is important. EVERY ONE.
Sigh...
Babble angst and not enuf time.
Guess thats bout it.Sorry you asked!?!? LOL! Good for you for asking, sorry if I was rude.
LOL! I hope ALL of us here do find some peace in our lives!Phillipa, you too are very sweet. You seem to have had some ups and downs, but to me, it seems your posting has been more coherant and...??? calmer??? not sure of right words, but I am glad that you are here, and mostly? ok and helping babble.
OK Turtle, you bout blew me right outta the water with your post! Its so sweet and kind of you to do that, cuz I REALLY like to be able to help others and it fills my heart with joy( I KNOW that is a cliche line, but it fits) to know I have helped you.
Its WONDERFUL that you are able to speak up in T!!! And having some understanding esp w/DD's is HUGE, I am happy for you :-)
Babble can be a good place. There are good people here. Of course its a mental health board so of course I expect there will be 'moments'! But on the whole it seems to do OK.
Thank you again, I posted your post into my journal to keep forever :-) ;-)RSK. As you know, living w/DD is just pure confusion at times.
Its just me and my sensitivities, no worries.
I am doing OK with my new T. I am gradually warming up towards her. She is very intelligent and I quite like that. Hope your doing OK.Kath, you are such a sweetheart. Being a Mom myself I read of your struggles and my heart aches for you. You are a GREAT Mom.
I posted here because you said to!!! ;-)
You take good care, you got a tough row to hoe.(I am a farmer) I send you best wishes.So there you have it.
You guys are so kind.
I will proly peek in from time to time, and post a bit from time to time, but I goto try and get more done at home, I goto keep plugging away at therapy stuff.
I do post on another site that is more DD oriented, and at this time it is helpful for me to get some insight into what is a very confusing way to be.
I am well blessed in this life.
One of my blessings is the care of you guys and I am thankful for that.
Thank you, best wishes to all of you in your journey of life.
Muffled
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