Posted by JayMac on October 8, 2008, at 1:13:09
Tonight I'm totally pacing back and forth. I can't think straight. I colored my hair and it looks ridiculous!!! Seriously! I don't know if I left it in longer than 10 minutes or what, but it came out reddish plum-ish. I feel like a motor is running inside my body. I was just on the phone with this guy I just started "seeing" (whatever that means) and we ended up in an argument that I completely started. I thought I got my energy out, I worked out intensely for 45 minutes.
Not sure if all of this is my anxiety, my hypomania, or both. Probably a mix of both.I've been wondering lately if I'm borderline. I think a have many traits of a typical borderline personality, but I don't know if I deserve such a hefty Axis II disorder.
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