Posted by sam K on September 25, 2008, at 17:03:26
all my mom cares about is the house. Repairing the house, adding to the house, etc whatever. Sometimes I get super mad and I hit things, and I am very strong (i lift alot and am in shape) so I put holes in doors and stuff. I cant help this anger sometimes, shes just very ignorant, and that makes me very angry. And she tells me Im annoying so I get very angry (and sad). Then I lose control for moments and break things. Then she FLIPS OUT!!!!!! I broke a pantry door (who cares that much) yesterday, then she went INSANE, and screamed how she hates me... :( I cant look at her the same anymore lately.. a deep sadness takes over.
It makes me so angry that all she cares about is a worthless door, instead of my life and feelings. A persons life is much more precious than a door.
Just earlier like 20 minutes ago, I told her how I dont like her lately, and she told me how she "used" to like me before I "screwed" her and my dad over because I had to be sent away for emotional/authority issues. And that was years ago. F*ck that..
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