Posted by Amanda29 on September 18, 2008, at 17:55:50
In reply to Starting to worry about session tomorrow with T, posted by Amanda29 on September 17, 2008, at 19:19:51
My session was HORRIBLE...First off, I walked in and closed the door and he had a magazine in his hand and was looking through it, went to his computer and looked at some website...went back to looking at the magazine...(all while I am sitting there on the couch waiting)...he did ask me how my day was...but THEN, he sits down and continues to look through the magazine...after asking me a though provoking question...and I didnt answer it. I SAT THERE AND WAITED UNTIL HE PUT THE MAGAZINE DOWN..and then I answered. I have to know that he is hearing me and listening to me and for whatever reason...he was acting weird.
We got started talking..I told him my news...about my "Experimenting" when I was younger...I made a comment on what my mom would have thought about the situation had she walked into the room..and he said "well amanda, your mom is psychotic...and I noded my head...(she isnt truely, but she and I have a severly difficult relationship...and I cannot be around her for more than a few minutes. THEN..he says...Imagine my reaction when my ex wife...announced to me that my six year old daughter is in her first grade sunday school class....
I looked at him and apologized...but I told him that my mom is an excellent teacher...and ..AND..my boss made me realize that my moms relationship with me has NOTHING to do with her relationships with other people....so I told him this. His daughter is in good hands..(but he wont believe it).
The session after that was completely strained. It was from the beginning...but, it was just really weird. He wasnt "On his game" today, and I emailed him when I got home and told him my thoughts of how the session went..and that I was really uncomfortable after the session...I still am.
I am not paying him the big bucks to have him read a magazine the first five minutes of the session.
I was expecting the session to be similar to last week..which was a great session...but I have come to learn that I cannot expect anything...
IM kind of bummed out..by what happened.
poster:Amanda29
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