Posted by JayMac on August 26, 2008, at 15:47:34
Hello All,
I am new to Psycho Babble. For the past month I have thoroughly enjoyed your forum posts! Reading about your lives and all the differing dynamics with your Ts has helped me form a working alliance with my T. Thanks for all the inspiration!A little more about me: I've been with my current T for close to 3 months now, thus our relationship is pretty new, but pretty intense nevertheless. I had a T of about 2 years previously, but I didn't feel like I had ever gone that "deep" with her. My current T is a psychoanalyst, so by definition, we go deep. This is both scary and sacred. Scary because I have a lot of abandonment issues, and sacred because she does not push me away when I push her away-she lets me be me and still likes me.
I'm currently on vacation, but I desperately miss my T. She said I could call her, but she also implied that I should try to "hold" her inside me until I can see her again (Sept 3). So.....I'm holding her inside me, but I miss having her close to me. A month ago, she went on vacation and I literally cried myself to sleep while she was away. Anyhow, as much as I needed this vacation, I need her too. Some things have happened and I would love her hear her voice and have her relieve my anxiety.Thanks for reading,
JayMac
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