Posted by susan47 on August 25, 2008, at 16:58:23
In reply to some really good help, finally!, posted by twinleaf on August 24, 2008, at 19:24:03
What I put myself through, what I put my therapist through, what he put me through, still is so painful and I am suffering severe depression YET (meaning as in today, here, now, this moment, God damn me I just want to FEEL GOOD, feel better even than this, please God let me feel better than this SOON before I die, before I kill myself with my own hand, let all my Writing be not for naught hahahaha). F*ck it.
Please forgive me, I seem to be overwrought with feeling, emotion, and also I am under the Influence at the moment, because Not being under the influence of mj, which is where I was at Constantly when I was seeing my D.O.C., my doc, doctor heal me please ... when I was going through transference I developed a highly toxic marihuana habit.
Love ya.
Tragic.
A tragic life. A tragicomic death. There have been.
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