Posted by B2chica on August 13, 2008, at 13:22:06
In reply to Re: i feel like this » B2chica, posted by rskontos on August 13, 2008, at 12:39:07
thank you for understanding, for responding.
you didn't make me feel worse.but if its one of my inner's/alters whatever, how do i deal with it, and will meds even help?
i feel a little low today so i know it's not totally her.
but, now what.and these are now rhetorical questions.
i think part of it is i fell helpless with meds. i feel like i don't even have a pdoc cuz i do all the med switching. he has yet to come up with any suggestions. its always me going in and suggesting we do this and that cuz he doesn't do ANYTHING and i know leaving and changing NOTHING means i'm still gonna feel like cr@p four weeks from them when i see him again...i mean REALLY!! WTF??but i have hope that my old pdoc may open his practice again. i'm not feeling optomistic right now but thats the depression and pessimism. but when i first heard it, boy did i get a burst of hope.
i think i need more sunshine also. being trapped working in a basement of a building doesn't help any.
thanks Rsk.
later.
(and i'm mostly on meds board these days so if you need me babblemail or give a hollar over at meds)b2c.
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