Posted by rskontos on August 13, 2008, at 12:47:01
In reply to Sitting in Silence...watching my money disappear, posted by Looney Tunes on August 12, 2008, at 22:56:59
Well, I must admit I hate the silences and I fill them with mindless babble. And then I get mad at myself for that. Because that too is a waste of time and money. The last time it happened I emailed my t and told him I wasn't coming anymore. Because I wound up crying instead of getting mad because I am unable to tell him how I really feel. And of course he did not let that slide. He countered all my arguments even the best one that my insurance ran out and I haven't any funds. So I went, and it was a scary session as I was starting to disconnect from my body and dissociate. So I don't think I can handle silence or babble. Both of which can be f*ck you responses. or avoidance responses as least for me.
rsk
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