Posted by Amanda29 on August 10, 2008, at 12:38:49
Ok. I am going to sound like a stalker but I am not..so please don't think that I am. But, that being said, I was looking up my previous Psychiatrist's phone number because I need to get my medication list from her, and I happened to realize that I could look up the address and phone number of my therapist now...so I did. Come to find out, he lives very close to me. So, I got in my car and drove over to the neighborhood where he lives. I coudnt find the house but as I was driving out of the subdivision, I thought I saw his car and the doors were open which meant that he was close by..so I got freaked and drove away. The last thing I want is for him to see me driving by.
My reasons for wanting to find out more information about him is because I want to be involved in his life which I know is not going to happen. Plus, finding out where he lives, and realizing that he is so close is like a comfort for me. Even though he will never drop everything and come running over to my house if I need something, for whatever reason I am comforted knowing that he is close by.
I told him previously that I almost drove by his previous residence before he moved and he said he wouldnt have minded....but, I mind. I dont want him to think I am stalking him because that isnt the case at all.
Another thing...(this is on a different topic..) but, this past Friday, I was talking to him about psycho babble and he wanted to check it out and was going to go online with me and look at the site...I FREAKED OUT...I am really honest on this site and there are things that I say that I dont want him to read, and so I asked him to not read them and he has respected that...I sent him a couple of posts but not many. I use this site to vent and as my journal and to me that is private...even though this is the internet and ANYONE can read what I type...I have to keep that in mind.. :)
poster:Amanda29
thread:845346
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