Posted by LadyBug on July 21, 2008, at 14:54:21
All in that order. I'm a wreck. My anxiety is getting the best of me. The depression is making me feel useless and hopeless. I'm to my breaking point and no where to turn. I need something to go well for me in my life for a change. I'm overwhelmed with stress, loss, and the biggest thing for me right now is the financial challenges my husband has left me with. It's going to eat me alive. He's in jail, so he's no help financially to me and my kids. I want to file for divorce, but I can't even come up with the fling fee. I can't pay it all, not even tiny payments. I can't see my T. or should I say more like - I don't have a T. and I don't want one. I have no one to tell how bad I'm feeling. I'm ready to give up because the pain is too much for me. My kids know I'm depressed because I can't hide it from them. I cry everyday. I don't think I'm going to make it! I hate that my T didn't offer to help me just because I can't afford to see her right now. She basically abandoned me.
I'm scared and tired of trying to survive.
I don't expect anyone to have any answers for me, I have tried every avenue and things just get worse for me. My next step is.........well I wish I knew something. I hate my self and my life.
Please don't feel sorry for me, that's not what I'm after, I just have no where right now to be.
I will probably regret posting this.
The anxiety is taking over. The depression is getting me.
poster:LadyBug
thread:841273
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