Posted by Dinah on June 19, 2008, at 12:55:25
My life is always choppy to some extent. Because I have such a talent for and overreliance on dissociation as a coping technique, my life is always a bit disconnected.
But with the vertigo and then the migraines life is even choppier. I don't know how to describe it other than that. There just seems to be a disconnect between one segment of time and another. What I write at one moment, I barely remember at another. I think the not feeling well is acting like my forgetting sleeps.
It's frustrating and disorienting. Maybe when I trained my brain to go down certain paths, it starts taking those paths under any stress.
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