Posted by muffled on June 1, 2008, at 11:32:36
In reply to Re: ddnos switched in front of T bad one, embarrassed » Lucie Lu, posted by star008 on June 1, 2008, at 7:16:21
sigh, star, it suck don't it.
I have DD T now, and she was noticing switching.
Even tho she DD T, I still feel ashamed.
I think where you know bout the 'others' it is called being co-conscious.
W/old T I think it was worse cuz she not notice switching less it was real obvo, and she never would generally say much bout it. I felt deeply ashamed, DEEPLY, when she noticed.
This newT is good, she INSISTED at the beginning of session that I take a moment to try and let the ikids know that it was OK and safe and they didn't have to be scared. She lets me look around the room. If I show any fear of anything, she takes the time explain it(noises etc).
I have had only 1 appt and it caused great havoc internally cuz Ikid was 'heard' some and it really got her going. I not so sure what happened but this week has been real bad, Lotsa switching, some innappropriateness on my part due to it. Much confusion and messing up cuz I confused so much. Just a lousy week. I hope it gets better. I am scared if it gets worse, cuz this week was BAD, if its worse....I dunno, don't want to think bout it. :-(
So is your T reading up on DD? Does he 'get' it? Cuz to me thats hugest, some may not know lots bout it, but still seem to 'get' it, other T's profess to know bout it, but say STUPID things, cuz they don't 'get' it, they don't understand how it is.
I wish you the best, email if you want.
M
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