Posted by Happyflower on May 28, 2008, at 12:17:43
In reply to Feeling vulnerable and child abuse triggers, posted by Happyflower on May 28, 2008, at 10:10:40
I just knew this was going to be a bad day. My son got a card from grandma with money. She hasn't had anything to do with them from the beginning, now 12 years later she is expecting something from them? Tells him to call her, like my daughter's card did.
She thinks now that my kids are older, they can go behind my back and contact her. She is mistaken, I have a great relationship with my kids, our family isn't like her family.
All I know is that I used to be very afraid of her then and I am afraid of her now, and want nothing to do with her. I may have even been SA from her, some fragment parts of a memory, that hasn't come together. I am shaking now. Why won't these people leave me alone? I don't want any part of their sick heritage. I have had to divorce them if I wanted to break the cycle of abuse. I am going to call my t now and see if I can get in today. I am going downhill fast.
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