Posted by rskontos on May 18, 2008, at 16:51:44
In reply to Rk, how are things ?, posted by Happyflower on May 16, 2008, at 11:14:13
Happyflower, thanks for thinking about me. I cancelled therapy on Wednesday. he thought I bailed on him because he did not get my message (actually an email) that I had to take my daughter to the doc. I could have made it I did not want to. I don't miss him or therapy at all. When he got me by phone he pushed me into making another appointment for wednesday which I cancelled by phone message telling him I had nothing to say. That I just could not come in. I said I would send him by email my reasons why. As of Friday I had not. He emailed me asking where the email was, actually telling me he hadn't gotten it to resend it and I sent him an email telling him I had not written it yet. I was just postponing it still thinking. I am getting grief at home to just be happy from DH and how good I got it. I just feel so disconnected still from everyone. I did go to the barn with my DD and it was nice being around the horses especially our three year filly. She is a really sweetie. But if I go or if I don't go I don't really care and this is a not a good place for me to be in. I have to try to do stuff. So today, I am cooking a nice meal, I exercised. I am trying. I wrote the email. I will go to therapy and say I need a break. I may not go back ever. I will use the break to search for another T I guess.
Sorry I haven't been posting too much cause I am a downer dudette right now.
And if you can't say something positive you should be quiet right?
rsk
But thanks for thinking of little ole me, correction not so little but ole me LOL
and I would like to borrow B2's t for awhile!
Thanks again my friend Happyflower. I am sorry you have so many things going on too to think of me was so sweet .
poster:rskontos
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