Posted by LadyBug on April 9, 2008, at 18:02:42
In reply to So many babblers not around much..., posted by muffled on April 9, 2008, at 16:48:09
Muffled,
I feel the same way as you do. I read but don't post much. I do care about everyone here on babble. I learn so much and know I can get support when I need it.
My T is out of the country right now and will return next week making it a month between my sessions. I haven't really even missed her because we had a big challenge come up right before she left. I was angry at her, and she with me. I don't want to go next week and maybe not for awhile. I always make things worse. I take the blame for anything that happens to rock the boat. But when I told her all the details of the birth and adoption of my daughter's baby, she was so cold the whole hour. That hurt! She was the one person I chose to tell the details to and I felt I could cry in her presence. After she tells me in a voice mail that I lost control and I should have let me daughter grieve and me the strong one. That's not exactly how it happened but basically. She hurt me!!!! By not showing any care or concern of what I had gone through. The adoption of my first grandchild was the hardest thing I've ever gone through.
Sorry to get carried away on this thread. I haven't posted in awhile so it came out here.
Sorry.
You are such a caring and warm person. Always so helpful. Sometimes we can give and sometimes we need to take.
Take Care~
LadyBug
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