Posted by sunnydays on March 3, 2008, at 17:27:59
I hate being attached to my T. He had to reschedule our session this week so it's almost a week between sessions (normally I see him twice a week). He forgot to mention it at our last session, so he emailed me to reschedule. And we've got a session, but they're so far apart and I'm going home right after that for a week for break. And I really wanted to see him tomorrow. I asked him if he could call me before our session because I wanted to talk to him about the group situation before group, and he said to give him some times, so I did, but it's been a whole two hours and I haven't heard back from him. So I don't know when he's going to call.
And attachment hurts. Because I've probably cried for an hour and a half already today about this, and the tears are still just one thought away from coming back. Why do I get so upset about the stupidest stuff? I just am so afraid he's going to abandon me and I'm overwhelmed with group and going home and everything.
Uggh. Tonight might end up being a Xanax night.
sunnydays
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