Posted by rskontos on February 26, 2008, at 15:04:41
In reply to New idea, posted by Daisym on February 23, 2008, at 1:14:42
Today Daisym, I went feeling really bad to my therapy session, I have switched way to much the last few sessions. Even passed out the last time. I had two different ones out last session. And this time, as I entered I felt just like I had the last time I passed out. I felt the switch driving over. I was not totally gone but gone enough to barely feel there. And this is one I am not comfortable at all with being out. When I got there he said you had a hard time getting here, I said yes, I don't know who the real me is. I think the real me was killed off years ago by my family and this is all that is left. Fragments. He proceeded to talk me out of this. To show me how I was wrong. All in all I left in better shape. but alas I am having a hard time hanging on to that. My fragments come back, and the good feelings leave me. I still am replaying the session over in my head but it is just hard to keep going on with it.
So yes you are so right. It is hard to feel it slip away. It is nice to know you can feel that way, and harder to feel it leaving.
rsk
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