Posted by Angela2 on February 22, 2008, at 11:24:19
Wednesday and thursday were really good days. Wednesday I went to therapy. And I got some homework. Yay! I really wanted to get homework. She is going away next week so I can't see her next week, and I am bummed about that, but only because I like her and want to make progress as fast as i can.
Yesterday I went to the store and tried some clothes on. I also went to the video store which is farther from where I live. I didn't go inside because I did it sort of spur of the moment and I just wanted to see how I would feel going farther than I normally go.
Today I haven't gone anywhere. I drove around and thought about going to the library. But I didn't feel ready. Sometimes I don't feel ready to succeed, even when I am feeling comfortable going there, I think, whats going to happen if I succeed? It's complicated. I don't know how to explain it yet.
Later today I'm going to drive somewhere.
Tomorrow there is a knitting group that meets at my library and I'm gonna go to it.
Also, I used to dance in a company when I was in high school and I have been missing dance so much. So I signed up to take a class next week. I am soo excited. I love dance. I think I like it more than I like art. Maybe I shouldn't compare though. Its just that dance is such a big part of my growing up. I love it.
So, yeah, it looks like right now I've taken a step back by not doing anyting yet today. But the day is still young and I'd like to go somewhere today.
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