Posted by rskontos on February 3, 2008, at 15:03:05
In reply to Re: type of therapist/pdoc''slight trigger', posted by Daisym on February 3, 2008, at 13:29:24
My therapist would like us to meet he just says as often as possible during this "tough" time. I am very resistant at this time. I try to find ways to get out of it....His schedule is more often since he is not taking new patients and he generally could meet me 3 times but I try not too. And expensive is right. I haven't tried the expensive card. I thought I wanted to get deep quick but I really know now the phrase" be careful what you ask for". Between the flashbacks, the feelings of trust (to or not to), and all the other things therapy has brought up, I told him the last session or the session before that I thought dissociation was just fine. LOL talk about denial. I don't like attached, dependent, reliant, or any of the words him or any one can come up with because ultimately it means trusting someone else. And my t says I know this is what you are struggling with. And we (my inner family) as a new friend called it recently and i liked that, is not thrilled at the moment. But then again I have not had back to back sessions like some of you had, just those that fall with one day in between. For me, as it gets closer to the day of my therapy, my inner voices reach a pitch I can hardly heard anyone, my flashbacks come at an alarming rate, and I am so anxious. So I guess maybe back to back might prevent that. I guess underneath everything I am more confused than ever....
so I need to get a new name.....
confused rskps. I am getting so I am not even comfortable with my family....
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