Posted by Amanda29 on January 26, 2008, at 14:56:38
This is going to sound nuts, but ever since the Nine eleven incident...every time I have looked at the clock it has said 9:11...and every time that that has happened, something bad has happened to me. Three years ago, I kept seeing Nine Eleven and I ended up a week later in the hospital having emergency surgery.Three weeks ago, I started noticing the clock, and I had a friend die of melanoma cancer ..he was 27, My Great Aunt died a week later, My best friend's baby boy died when the mother was due to have him that week, I kept on seeing 9:11 and I went to the dermatologist and had 2 places taken off of me..but wont get the results for about 3 weeks, and FINALLY, My Great Uncle passed away last night and so I have yet another funeral to go to.
The thing is, I know this is not the end. I know there is more to come.I know bad things happen all the time, but I seriously feel like I have this ability to know when something bad is going to happen.
What does that make me ..a freak? That is what I feel like. The fact that this kind of thing has been going on for 3 years really bothers me.
Before the nine eleven incident, my grandfather died, and I remmeber feeling sick the day that he died..knowing that that was a warning of something bad that was going to happen.
I dont know what to think about this. I dont like my life being wrapped around so much hurt and death...I have lost so much in my life and but I have heard of people that have this ability to predict things and I DONT WANT TO BE ONE OF THEM.
If anybody knows what I am going though or has a similiar experience, please let me know. I feel so alone in this.
It is embarrassing to talk to my Therapist about my possibly having a unique ability, because to me it means that I am all the more sicker..and I have enough going on mentally with me.
poster:Amanda29
thread:809043
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