Posted by muffled on January 24, 2008, at 15:32:19
In reply to too inside memories..., posted by B2chica on January 24, 2008, at 12:12:30
Sorry, not posting much but had to say bout this.
Lotsa times I still can't remember stuff.
Just last session I was sidetracked by a snowball!!! LOL. T used snowball example and iklid was allover it laughing her head off!
Any how. I emailed T cuz I missed some, and I said what I got and specifically asked bout the point I felt I'd missed. Sometimes she give a sucky reply, but this was a good one.
It is in written words, so I can read it many times. Cuz when I try and read it, I get all opinions going on its almost impossible to understand, even though I know its simple and well written.
I think I gonna try and think on it from different aspects and see if that helps.
I asked T bout recording sessions long time ago but she didn't seem to want to. I think it might have had pros and cons depending on session.
Now I trust T not to steer me wrong. Even if I don't remember she will tell me if I am clear and ask.
This stuff all goes against my grain and its hard doing T isn't it?
My T tells me alot, to 'just keep going', just keep doing day to day stuff. Not to rush T stuff. Have to be safe is the thing. That I don't got to look at what I don't want. That when its time that ikid'll come round and be free'er than she all messed is now.
F*ck*ng therapy is NOT easy. Damn.
Hard times.
Always my own fault.
But we do OK right B2?
We gonna do good things.
M
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