Posted by Jamal Spelling on January 4, 2008, at 16:12:19
The first time I received medical treatment for depression was when I was 16 years old. I fell in love with the psychiatrist who was treating me. It was the first time I ever fell in love. I couldn't stop thinking about her. It was such a nice feeling. Probably the reason I fell in love with her was because she seemed to like me and care for me and showed concern for me. But then I began to realise that it was her job to show concern for me, and she only cared for me because she was being paid mega-$$$ to care for me. Then I began to think that she probably doesn't like me, that I irritate her, that she thinks I'm stupid, etc. After a few months, I no longer had a crush on her.
That was 11 years ago. Luckily I no longer suffer from depression, so I no longer see her. I last saw her 2 years ago.
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