Posted by Maxime on December 26, 2007, at 13:07:35
In reply to Re: Maxime, please post in the morning...., posted by rskontos on December 26, 2007, at 9:55:03
> Maxime, have you ever read about why you cut? It is in the book I am reading as well as BPD. Do you think of BPD as a life sentence. Do you think being labelled that is somehow the worst thing there is. I have noticed that this is the second or third time you have mentioned it. I just wanted to know if you feel badly being diagnosised with this disorder.
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> If this is so I am so sorry. I understand, Muffled understands so many of us do. DID is not one you want to be diagnosised either. Many don't believe it is a true disorder. What you are dX is not important anyway. Crazy or not crazy it isnt important. We are all special in our own ways. And we are going to get better. We will.
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> Cutting has a purpose (maybe one that most don't understand) and when you understand the reason for it makes sense for the one doing it at the time but there are better things to do. . I wish you wouldn't do it. The first time I read you did it. It triggered one of my little ones and I cried for days. So I had to research it for my little ones to understand what you were doing to see if I could help you and my little ones understand better. I do now. I know I can't really help so much except to offer understanding and support from afar and to tell you how I wish I could be there to sit with you. And to tell you that you are special. I would be happy to share with you what I read but only if you ask.
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> I hope you are better please let us know.
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> rskIt's 2 pm and I just woke up. The pills I took last night really hit me hard.
I am sorry if I upset you with my cutting. I do it to feel something and to release anxiety.
I still feel awful today, but I don't want to go to the hospital.
I am ashamed of being dx'd with borderline. I don't know why but I am.
Maxime
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