Posted by dancinbillie on December 24, 2007, at 13:21:16
For background, see "Banned from PHP". I'm freaking out now, though, because I can't stop thinking about XX. She is on my mind all the time. I'm dreaming about her. And the creepiest thing to me is that I'm feeling sexually attracted to her - just the thing that caused the big problem in the first place - but at that point, I was NOT attracted to her sexually. I'm female, 43, and I've always identified as heterosexual - the attachments I've had to women in the past did have a slight sexual component in that I wondered what they looked like when they had sex (which is weird enough!!!!!) - but now I'm finding myself actually wanting to have sex with XX. Not that it's going to happen - but I can't figure out what's going on in my head!!!!! Any ideas??
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thread:802438
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