Posted by rskontos on December 20, 2007, at 12:48:30
going to p-doc tomorrow at 11:15 and I am scared. I called him today even though I called mon. and left message. no call back. today I called and couldn't quit crying and he called me back. we talked for about 10 minutes and he asked if i would come talk to him tomorrow although he started to refer me to someone else. I did not tell him about voices or switching yet. We talked about what T had said some that i did not like. We talked about my mother. We talked about how I dissociate all the time now and then. He asked how old I was and if I still dissociate. I said yes and I don't feel nothing. I have no memories and I am close to losing all my feelings. Today for me my emotions are too big. I am angry but am crying too. WTF is that. how can you cry and want to yell at the same time. I told him I have panic feelings too. Anyway we set an appt. so we will see. Wish ms. scaried cat luck........rk
now maybe everyone (inside) will go hide as p-doc might scare them.
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