Posted by B2chica on December 14, 2007, at 12:27:47
can i have another hug. you people are nice.
i like to come here. i might come here more. i like you. i'm littleone again. i need to talk with no one listen out here. girl here at work upstairs. i want to go there but big me says no. so i can't. but i feel tingly and want hug.
big me dedicated song to me the other day when i was really sad. it's No One my Alicia Keys and she lets me listen to it as much as i want to.
my friend camie says that i was smart when i was little and that my getting hurt was why i got stupid. but my mom said that if i did bad stuff with boys i'd was bad and i would get dumb and i think she was right. i was stupid from then on. its ok though cuz big me is smart now. she can do things i can't.
i need hugs...lots of them, i want to be held. is it ok to ask for those? mom says i'm a bad girl and i shouldn't touch people. but i figure people touch me so if im bad anyway why not be bad with stuff i like too. i don't like that my mom watches me go to the bathroom all the time. i haven't told anyone that. i hope it wont make people hate me. i'm gross anyway. she says i should not talk about stuff like that to other people only her. can i tell you that. i want to tell my friend camie that but i'm kinda scared to. i want to be out all the time now. its hard to stay away.
will someone write back to me?
last year i had a pen pal in some other country...that was neat.
write me back.
poster:B2chica
thread:800771
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20071204/msgs/800771.html