Posted by muffled on December 3, 2007, at 16:01:54
Ya Daisy made me realize why i so paranoid bout touch w/T. I not so paranoid always with people. I always don't like it, but I tolerate it better. Specially if I know the person, and you would think of all people I would not mind T. But Daisy said of her T that she even gets nervous of him sometimes. So I think its a vulnerability thing, we expose our flanks and it makes us more careful and vigilant. So while we exposing, parts of us is being very careful as well. And the other thing is stuff "gets in peoples heads", "gives em ideas", cuz if they know you been, well, whatever, they might think hmmm, and "get ideas". This is of course illogical I suppose?, but alotta sh*t in this world is completely irrational and bad. Maybe this is obvo to some, but its not to me.Its not T. It just the way it is. The way the world is. I can trust, but NOTHING would surprize me because I am always prepared, I have a part that is always ready to take necessary action at any time. I have a part that would be surprized by nothing. This keeps me safe. Cuz this part would not get frozen cuz it would not get surprized. It is always on alert status. Varying levels of alert, depending on circumstance. For example, one day my T was talking and waving her hands around and she was near to me, this caused a high alert status, in case the hands came towards me. Then Thatkid would go tazmanian devil and cause SUCH confusion, BUT, the part that is always preapared would then take over.We could be safe, we would not freeze.
So its not ALL bad being split.
There's alot of safety in being split.
Am I nuts or what?
M
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