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Tired of T and having to make myself clear.....

Posted by rskontos on November 24, 2007, at 16:01:45

I haven't posted about therapy cause I thought it was a waste and the last time and this time she was too booked to see me every week so it has been like almost 2 weeks but not quite. It makes me mad but do I say anything. No. Weak that is me. This last time she said I made progress these last two times but I felt flat. And to me to wait that long there is so much that has happened and I dealt with it that I don't always feel like tellling her. Plus I don't remember if I did tell her so I feel like why bother. I feel like she is going through the motions of therapy. Like how some of you have said your therapists dont seem to remember important things. I am tired to reminding her. So I don't so when she says good progress I think who made the progress. And then my neuro asks are you making progress and my husband asks are you making progress and my inner voices says no progress so I don't know. Too many around to question it so I don't know to whom I need to listen too. I have too many in my head to sort out. And then we had my father here and he says things. And everyone inside my head gets ill or mad. And now it is not until dec 3 to talk to therapist and by then who knows how I will be or feel. Again too long. And I told her I need weekly and she just doesn't keep something open nor do we talk about what to do since we won't be meeting after this horrible holiday. I decided my brother-in-law brings up bad feelings too and I don't know why. He just does. IN fact my sister's whole relationship does. I don't know why. I am so uncomfortable around her H and their kids. Weird is all I can say. I love her but I want them to leave asap. And now I can't talk to therapist until dec3 so by then who will care. I will bury it too. Too much is buried and now more will be. I am afraid one day I will not feeling anything much anymore. I too don't think she gets it......I either don't feel or I want to cry but don't because I too must bury that. Next year I want to skip Nov thru Feb. I will go from Oct. to March. That will work for me. I do know from my sister that our family had some horrible thanksgivings. I am sorry I am ranting and rambling. Thanks for listening. rk

 

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