Posted by star008 on November 19, 2007, at 22:27:42
In reply to Re: Will I or Nill I, posted by Muffled on November 19, 2007, at 12:21:15
Dinah,
I think we just don't understand because we have not "grown up" yet.. It is a natural human design, (to grow and change).. We are meant for growth. We will adapt and find it is better..At least I think we will but I know how you feel.. I don't want to grow either. You know, as miserable as I am most of the time I don't want to let go of my depression, (not totally).. nuts, isn't it??
Who will I be?? What will I do?? Life will expect so much more of me when and if I am "balanced". Why in the world would I want to hang on?? to punish myself?? to be caught up in the drama of being depressed and wanting to leave?? Makes no sense at all really.
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