Posted by seldomseen on November 19, 2007, at 6:31:19
In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by happyflower on November 19, 2007, at 1:21:08
I also think you are grieving yourself and what happened to you when you were a child. In a very real way that is a tremendous loss as well.
When I first read your post I was like "Oh no, she shouldn't feel that way" - but then the well therapized (is that even a word) me kicked in. It's okay to be angry and it's okay to want to scream to the heavens. In fact, you may need close off for a while in order to heal (but knowing you -you won't stay that way for long).
There is so much that is just abjectly WRONG in the world, but I don't think loss and grief is one of them. It means that we love.
Despite all that happened to you, all the conditioning not to, and all the damage you survived - you still love.
You are nothing short of miracle.
Seldom
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