Posted by happyflower on November 15, 2007, at 19:58:18
I woke up this morning with a kidney infection that hurt so bad I almost passed out. Plus it is also making me disoriented.
I had a UTI last Fri., but the antibodics weren't working well enough, so it came back even stronger. They at least did a culture, so if the new meds don't work, at least they will know what strain it was. It must be because I am not taking care of myself like I should lately and haven't been getting enough fluids.The viewing it tomorrow, I am going to try to get through it. It is a difficult situation anyways, but with my husband exwife and her family, it makes it even tougher. I didn't know they made caskets only 18 inches long. This is going to be so hard, I feel like I am hanging by a thread lately, and now I am sick on top of it. I think I have paid my dues for bad luck in life, I can't take anymore. I wish these meds would kick in, I hurt so much. :(
Tonight I had to find my son clothes for the funeral, he outgrew everything from the last funeral of my FIL on Jan. My babies are growing up my daughter will be a teenager in a couple of months, I can't belive it.
The only thing I am really looking forward to is our vacation in 30 days. We are going to Walt Disney World and Universal. Our family NEEDS this trip, we need some happiness for awhile.
I am reading all your very supporting emails, I am sorry I haven't responded. I look just terrible right now, very pale and very dark circles under my eyes. When I dropped off my paper at school, one of the other prof. I know, asked me if I was up all night, that is how bad I look. ugggh! Thanks for reading.
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