Posted by Muffled on November 13, 2007, at 18:59:49
In reply to Muffled? » Muffled, posted by Dinah on November 13, 2007, at 17:14:39
Sorry, I be OK.
Always am...
T is gonna phone me tonite.
Saw her today, went back and saw her again. She didn't get mad. She calmed me down.
I am trying to make all my days occupied.
I have succesfully filled mornings up to and incl Fri.
I think I will take kids and go somewhere on the weekend.
So called 'reality' used to be safe. Now its all messed up.
This shall pass.
I will take my xanax and seroquel.
I will function.
My soul is broken.
But God will fix it.
I'm so mixed up.
The box is open and I want it to go shut and I CAN'T.
Nowhere is safe anymore.
There is no escape.
And I only have a small pic in my mind.
I dunno how people w/full memories do it...
I send those people huge blessings and cares.
M
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