Posted by sunnydays on November 8, 2007, at 22:21:12
In reply to Re: There's a few Babblers that not been around lately » Muffled, posted by sunnydays on November 8, 2007, at 10:32:10
Sorry. I shouldn't have wrote that. Maybe you weren't asking bout me. I just want someone to notice me and care. I had group tonight. It was bad. They didn't understand. The little girl part is very strong tonight. Scared. Sad. Thinking she should go away and die and everyone be happier. No more trouble from her. Hates life anyway. Make everyone happy. Not really going to do anything. Just how I am when I am sad since second grade. Very weird for adult, doesn't like feeling like this. But little girl wants to talk. Talk tomorrow in therapy too.
I imagined my therapist's office gets bigger when he leaves and his giraffe figure gets big and the vase turns into tree, and giraffe moves, eats leaves. Monkey climbs ivy, comes in window, plays with me. I and monkey got trampoline last night - I always wanted trampoline. Not real trampoline, imaginary in office. And the stars are on the ceiling. I sleep with giraffe. Man with flute thing lives in hut nearby. Plays music. Takes care, watches, keeps me safe. Mountains in the background, but still in the walls. Need the walls so it's just me in there and I safe.
This is weird post. Just little girl want to write.
sunnydays
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