Posted by B2chica on November 5, 2007, at 11:58:41
In reply to Re: **STRONG TRIGGER***(suicide thougts), posted by Muffled on November 5, 2007, at 11:50:03
he's not quiet, but he's so...calm i guess...so Assertive, confident. but i described to T, even though it's not an (acoustic) voice, i associate it as very deep and whispered kinda. but its as if it vibrates within my whole insides.
i guess i feel like he owns me when i hear him. where as my 'inner's', well, they are just noisy in my head.
but i do notice a difference.about meds.
well, when i talked to T, i asked her about upping, see i just started wellbutrin and supposed to start at 150 THEN go to 300 and i suggested maybe just jumping to 300 and she said no, to just wait till see pdoc and, well i think she said she wanted pdoc to know about what i was feeling.
but my appt's tomorrow.yes...it SUCKS big time....for now i just add xanax.
since i officially stopped nursing as of last week.thnx muffy.
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