Posted by rskontos on October 28, 2007, at 17:34:27
I've been thinking about my past and my sister I don't speak to and how my parents alienated us. i got out old photos and the sad faces of us made me sad. I realized when I looked at these photos that in none of them did I really look like a happy kid. My eyes were flat. I had one of those mona lisa smiles. You know the type, not really a smile but not really a frown, not a joyous look for sure. I also realized in looking at those photos I couldn't place my age, I had no memories of the age of myself or when it was taken. I really have almost zero memories of my childhood. How sad. I looked at my sisters photos and they are the small. We look so lonely and forlorn. The family photos not many but they are worst. Why my parents married I don't know. They were ill suited at best. I don't remember any loving moments between them. Man it hurts to think of us as kids. I mean I understand that my dad didn't want kids but after you have them why don't you make the best of it or walk away. I don't get it. Why get married in the 50's if not to have kids. WTF was he thinking. I sure hope he doesn't come for Thanksgiving. I can't stand the thought of him in my house. Anyway, sad faces.....poor kids.......now messed up adults.....rk
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