Posted by happyflower on October 28, 2007, at 0:23:38
In reply to Re: Going for a visit to see baby L, posted by Phillipa on October 27, 2007, at 22:36:03
I had a great time, got to hold the baby for over 2 hours, just rubbed her back and she seemed to like it, her face was so relaxed. My grandson had a great time too, he was so proud of "his" cookies. When I had him pass them out to share, he stuffed two of them in his mouth first! lol He is like "MY cookies", but eventually he passed them out. lol It was so cute when he watched them bake for a whole 7 minutes, which is a very long time for a 2yr. old. We played hide and seek a lot and carved his pumkin which looked like his cookies we made.
I can tell she looks a little worse than a few days ago, but not really that bad. She is so tiny, her wrist is only as wide as your thumb. I kissed her goodbye too, it might be the last time I see her, but who knows with her fighting spirit. I am not sure how long you can live without food, she has pedialight and morephine, but 10 days seems like a long time without food. She can't take any kind of formula because her intestines aren't connected or something like that.
I saw the pictures that this photographer took of her, she donates this survice to terminal ill people. She made such a touching video, OMG, and it had Josh G. ( if forgot the last name) It was so touching. What a wonderful thing to do with your gift.
I think I am still in shock about my brother, I don't know I did cry a lot when I first found Tuesday. I just can't believe he is actually gone from my life. But at least he isn't suffering as much now. It is weird because the only immediate person left is the person I dislike the most, my mother. What a sh*tty deal that is. Well I need to get to bed. Thank you all so much. Your comments all have been such a healing and comforting source for me. Even the people who don't know what to say. There isn't anything wrong to say, really. Just letting me vent here without judgement, is such a relief to me. ((((((babblers)))))
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