I Hate Role Playing

Posted by Poet on October 25, 2007, at 9:37:49

T is trying to get me to tell my mother that I don't want to go over there anymore because of my brother.
T pretended to be me, and I was my mother. It didn't work. I crossed my arms and legs tight and T said "you don't have to protect yourself, you don't have to do that." Yes, I do.
I was supposed to tell my mother I don't want to go over there anymore when I saw her last Saturday, but the closest I came was to say I hate how filthy his half of the house is. T says I need to let my mother know that it upsets me so much I don't want to go over there. That my brother living off of them upsets me, too. Hence the role playing.
I am going to push myself to tell my mother that my brother upsets me, and that when we go out together I don't want to hear about him and she shouldn't invite him to come along because I want to spend time with her alone.
T really wants me to cut myself off entirely, but I am not ready to do that. Maybe a little bit at a time will work, though my brother upsets me more and more so maybe it won't. Damn him.
Poet

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