Posted by B2chica on October 17, 2007, at 8:26:40
session went ok yesterday but it also sucked cuz i ended up talking about boss most of session.
although i did (once again) listen to my babble friends and copied off what teen was feeling about last week and since my head was so messed up i couldn't read it to her but she read it. (i'm suprised she could even read my handwriting).
we talked a little about it but didnt have a lot of time to talk. so hopefully if nothing ELSE happens maybe next week we can get back on track.
and i brought up old T again and was talking about having 2-3 sessions/week and she asked if i would like to see her more often.and i told her that part of me screams YES that i need to be able to do that that way i could spend one day on current events and one day on old stuff and we could Get Through this muck. BUT my situation just ...well everything just does not, its just not best right now.
before when i had it that often i was able to 'stay in the zone'' and get through the junk, but now with little one and other things i need to be able to come up for air in between sessions i think. not to mention not being able to afford it. but...well honestly even thats lower on the list.anyway. i feel like my boss now owes me my co-pay for my T appt since i ended up talking about Him instead of my Real stuff.
-and btw, i got to work right before he did this morning and when he saw me he just started chatting about some news story he thought was crazy....
...So, now that i realize all the signs of my mother and ex boyfriend...i'm starting to think he has some personality disorders also....
my official diagnosis...mostly narcissistic, a bit of histrionic, with a splash of borderline.
and is there another name for the 'head spin" effect. cuz he changes his mind more often than my teenage niece!ANYWAY.
i might not be as present on this board for a few days. just to make sure he's cooled down. (even though i DO use my break time for this)Thanks for all your support, so very very much
b2c
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thread:789726
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