Re: sad » RealMe

Posted by Dory on October 13, 2007, at 12:49:25

In reply to Re: sad » Dory, posted by RealMe on October 12, 2007, at 21:21:28

> What day is therapy, Dory? I know it is next week, right??? That is something to look forward to or are you pissed off at T for leaving. Don't push T away, okay?
>
> RealMe
i'm not mad at him, not consciously anyway. i actually have some appreciation for his breaks, i think that's why he can put so much of himself into what he does without being drained. i don't know if he's on vacation or a conference or what.. i never ask. i do know next week he's kyaking (sp?) at a national park i know.. that just came up somehow. So, i see it as a downside of the upside if that makes sense.
but pushing him away... that's another story. i have already cut a bunch of the attachment lines. i can't help it.. it's what i had to do to protect myself this week. i would have emotionally bled to death. i don't know how to handle stuff like trust and attachment, so with him gone i had to cut it off. The session is tuesday night.. but i am not happy about it. i miss him and will be happy to see him but i feel so closed. It hurts.

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