Posted by B2chica on October 12, 2007, at 12:07:00
In reply to Re: Identifying our 'others' here, posted by rskontos on October 12, 2007, at 11:50:36
well, its kinda hard to explain. because i am 'present' when they are around but i'm just, well, kinda in the passenger seat. but i guess "they've" just always been around (sometimes in different states) and i've been aware of my 'changes'...i just never had anyone put a name to them before. and by 'different states' i just mean that like teen wouldnt talk...the ANGER/RAGE would just full fledged come out and with little one, she wouldnt talk i would just totally dissociate..sometimes loosing a bit of time but its cuz i went totally inside myself. its like my brain would shut down. course that could have been oldone shutting things down as well...not sure.
i've always been afraid (not of teen) but the anger because its so uncontrolled.
BUT the funny thing is, once T did put a name to what was going on...it REally made things clear...like id just say...Oh that Explains it. and at first i actually felt better about things.
so one way it was a relief...and other..yes, a bit scary.not so much of them...but sometimes of their EXTREME emotion. or of what is to be done in the future...
poster:B2chica
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