Posted by DAisym on October 8, 2007, at 15:25:55
In reply to Very shaky, posted by antigua3 on October 8, 2007, at 9:09:57
(((Antigua)))
If it was anyone else, you'd talk to your therapist about it. This is not different. She already knows the struggle in this relationship. Could it be that you don't want to "tell" on your pdoc...the way you didn't tell on your dad? There are several theraputic opportunities sitting here: telling - you need to do this and be honest about how you feel, don't rationalize away motives because it isn't about that. And confront - your pdoc with your feelings next week. (Or this week if you can get in to see him.) I don't disagree that you probably don't want to set yourself up for another phone call not returned. But can you make an appointment for this week? The reason I'd be careful is that you are so vulnerable right now - new medication, not eating, shakey, clearly trauma feelings rising to the surface - so YOU control the situation right now to protect yourself.
I'll repeat what you said to B2 in the above thread. CALL YOUR THERAPIST!
I'm glad you posted, even if you already know that we'd say all of this. I think it is helpful to be reminded you are not alone. Because you aren't.
Hugs,
Daisy
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