Posted by muffled on September 28, 2007, at 9:43:36
When they go away it just hurts.
Mt T going away 2 wks, which means I not see for 3 weeks. Which is weird.2 means 3?
She gonna lv me voicemail on Mon.
Next week after that she will phone on Tues......if she don't forget!
Pretty darn nice of her.
I sent her e-mail saying some bout how it is with that kid.
I think it was prompted by the, my T's leaving freak.
I was clearer than I normally am.
And then I let Ikid say something in a mail, and I REALLY bugged bout that. She gonna think I nuts. MORE nuts.
Then I sent ther a mail bout a book. And she replied to that one, so she musta got the other two, but of course she didn't reply, cuz she goto save it for when she get back. But I sent them, cuz I knew if I didn't, then after 3 wk, I go back to have to restablish that its safe.Then maybe, maybe not, I would send them. Better to be sure.
I figgered I tricked myself.
So thats good.
But it sucks.
Cuz I afraid she gonna hate me or something.
But she smart, maybe she say good things on voicemail. Last one was really nice for ME, but caused ongoing resentment for that kid, cuz it was MY mail and SO not hers.So it was good/bad.
I wish my mind wasn't so complicated to me.
Take care,
M
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