Posted by RealMe on September 19, 2007, at 21:53:22
In reply to Re: My T is a big stinky poohead, posted by muffled on September 19, 2007, at 13:41:40
Muffled
You are not bad; my therapist has been doing the same thing lately. We only met once last week and once this week. He acts like it is no big deal, and this week I just wanted him to know I could care less about therapy. I got pissed at him today.
So, there it is; I told him he was way off last week. He just basically said oh. I told him that I didn't want to talk about past crap anymore. Then I got upset with him because he looks like he thinks this is all funny becuase he has a sort of smile on his face. He said I have said that before, and lets look at that, and I said, "Oh, give it a rest." And he almost scared me when he came back with his, "NO" in a loud voice. He was not angry, just being very emphatic. And I came back with YES! just as loud. I started to talk about something which escapes me now. I am afraid I started to dissociate. I know I was staring him down which probably surprised him, and I remember the carpet this time looked like all sorts of little animals and trees and beachballs, and fun stuff. But I was very angry I know that. So what the heck.
I wanted to tell him to go to hell, but I did not. I don't know why I almost started to cry either. What the heck was going on with me. Now I am freaked. Time to go, and up I got. He was by the door, I remember that and I would not go past him until he got out of the way. Crap. Somehow I was protecting myself, but I don't know what happened.
So, yes my T is a big stinky poohead too. LOL. I don't want to feel bad about it either!!!
RealMe
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